Saturday, March 24, 2007

sorry that i enter into your account without telling you
but i just had to do that.

you're right!
i just get angry all the time anyways.
and in fact i get angry so easily all the time anyway.
im petty, spoilt and i always want to get things my way.

you've never said no before to me.
you're partially right now.
cos you just turned me down.

from this day forth, i wont want to invite you to any thing that i am interested in, anything that i love. i wanted you to be there for me for the things i love and the things i care so damn much about or even to see the people who truly care for me.

the people whom shared my woes and happiness with me at least 1/4 of my life.
the people who went thru shit with me.
trying to maintain and to show that we can do it.
and we had fun together
they are part of my family

till this day, even when we return to school.
the teachers and conductors still reconigze our efforts.
they remember how we made things right and till this day, we are still being mentioned within the band room.

its okay if you dont get it.
i dont need you there any more

i'd be there fine.
happy

i remembered you telling me how secondary school life sucked for you
i just wanted to share a lil bit of my happiness with you
you told me, as long as i was happy.
you'd do anything
i wanted you to be happy too.
thats why i bothered to ask you along
i guess all my intensions to you are just plain ill

your response turned me off.
and i'll never want you there.
i'd rather be happy with the people who truly cares

you said good bye to me.

im just evil to you