Im yours ..

2007-03-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

I woke up at like 4am in the morning due to the air con in my room . Its like a sauna in my room and its making me frustrated . Anyways , i only slept at like 6am , it was terrible and i was sweating really badly .

Anyways , the good thing was that when i woke up , the first thing i saw was my angel . That was really a surprise which i never really expected . I really love her so much . I guess she is the only thing in my life which actually makes me happy . The feeling is just sensational . Anyways , the aircon people came today too , i was kinda excited cause i was hoping to get a the breeze of fresh cold air whereby you have to hide under the blanket to avoid it . But i was so so wrong . They just made it worse and it was like someone left the sun in my room .

But even though , i would say that my day was extremely good . That is because my angel is around with me and beside me . We laughed and laughed non - stop today watching jacky wu shows which were just amusing and to die for jokes . Also , me and her were like joking with each other non - stop , playing imaginary hop scotch and other stupid things . It was just fun because she was around and i was really a happy boy . Even though , we didnt do much , i would say it was much much more fun than going out for a movie or shopping . Anything to do with her is just my happiness . I love being with her and i love her very much .

I LOVE YOU ANGEL !!
TNMNT TMR !!!

Much Loves ..

2007-03-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

I have been a really mean guy today , didnt mean to say the things which i said . That is why i sincerely apologize to my angel . Dunnoe what has got into me now adays , i just feel so different , well now i know , and im back to normal .

Anyways , angel came my house today to discuss about our problems and it was all settled finally . I wont make her upset anymore , the problem lies in me the whole time and i dun want it to happen anymore . A unhappy angel is an unhappy lawrence . Anyways , my brother took the car today which i allowed . So i waited and waited and than he suddenly asked me to take the car from him . That was like damn sudden and like WTF !

Well , dun care . Anyways , me and angel watched " The Perfect Man " at home on dvd . Pretty good how i might say . Its about these mother and her two daughters always moving around because the mother always fails in relationships , thus causing them to move around so often . Than one day , the daughter can frustrated with moving , so she conjured up an imaginary person , more like a secret admirer , for her mother to like so that they wont have to move . But thing got more and more complicated in the process . Nice and funny story , im sure my angel loved it . Well , for one thing , she asked for it .

Anyways , my busy little angel is doing her homework . LOLX . Thats the first time i ever heard of her using a pen to write something on the paper and to actually think about it . :) Anyways , what else can i say , i love my girlfriend . I would write these 3 words every single day if i have to and i will do it . Tmr will be BUILD THE BEAR day , we are going to create our little monster ,the retarded bunny . His name will be " Tinkles ". Specially named by my angel . I cant wait to create life . haha .

I love you angel !!

Much Loves ..

2007-03-24T14:12:00.000+08:00

sorry that i enter into your account without telling you
but i just had to do that.

you're right!
i just get angry all the time anyways.
and in fact i get angry so easily all the time anyway.
im petty, spoilt and i always want to get things my way.

you've never said no before to me.
you're partially right now.
cos you just turned me down.

from this day forth, i wont want to invite you to any thing that i am interested in, anything that i love. i wanted you to be there for me for the things i love and the things i care so damn much about or even to see the people who truly care for me.

the people whom shared my woes and happiness with me at least 1/4 of my life.
the people who went thru shit with me.
trying to maintain and to show that we can do it.
and we had fun together
they are part of my family

till this day, even when we return to school.
the teachers and conductors still reconigze our efforts.
they remember how we made things right and till this day, we are still being mentioned within the band room.

its okay if you dont get it.
i dont need you there any more

i'd be there fine.
happy

i remembered you telling me how secondary school life sucked for you
i just wanted to share a lil bit of my happiness with you
you told me, as long as i was happy.
you'd do anything
i wanted you to be happy too.
thats why i bothered to ask you along
i guess all my intensions to you are just plain ill

your response turned me off.
and i'll never want you there.
i'd rather be happy with the people who truly cares

you said good bye to me.

im just evil to you

2007-03-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY ANGEL !!

My angel never fails to make me feel so loved . I am the luckiest guy on earth and i mean it totally cause everytime when she is around me i feel blessed that i have such a nice girl who is willing to look after and care for me . Time passes really fast , and i wouldnt be suprised when one year just zooms past us . Every single day of our relationship has been a happy one for me , not one day have i failed to give myself a smile . I just feel like the luckiest guy and i really love her alot . This love we have is a bond between us which will never break or never fail to cease . Ill love her till the very end .

I love you angel ..

Anyways , my angel came out early in the afternoon , to meet her bestest friend , charis at bishan . It was only till the evening that i met them up at indochine . As usual , she ordered her fruit punch which is always the case . After that , we went to meet up with charis's boyfriend , jason . Quite a nice guy i might say . And we all went to holland village for ice cream and a chat . It was all fun espacially while angel was there to accompany .

Sorry for all the cold and lame jokes angel , haha . But u must admit , some was kinda funny right .

Ques : What is the tallest building in the world ?
Ans : The mosque . Cause it touches the moon and the stars ...

HAHA , anyways , just to let my angel know again , i love her very much . We will be watching Mr Bean Holiday tmr . Im sure its gonna be fun and funny . I surely enjoyed myself today at least : )

Much Loves ..

2007-03-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

My angel came over like in the afternoon today , damn happy to see her .

Anyways , im sorry angel , cant get "POP" out my head . Its super catchy .

Love love ... The "L" Loves the "B"

Much Loves ...

2007-03-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

I woke up quite late today , around 1 plus , super tired .. dunnoe why either .

Anyways , i have like 2 missed calls from angel . I knew i was gonna get it from her . HAHA . Anyways , the cupcakes i ordered from c-cup came like this morning at 11am . The box is damn big , but the cupcakes are just so small . Angel came my house too , we had the cupcakes , not bad , but a little bit too sweet .

After my house , we went to meet angels friends , angel gerrie and her boyfriend , lucas . Had quite alot of fun with them , cause it was like jokes after one and another , for like 4 hours straight . It was really funny to be with them , how to make jokes and stuff . Anyways , they were really nice to be with and i had fun , bet my angel did too . Somemore , the present my angel gave her was kinda funny too , its a bear which we made at the shop build a bear at vivocity and it says on the box outside , "Hi BITCH , Im coming home ". LOLX . that was kinda funny .

Anyways , had alot of fun today with my angel and her friends . Even though we did nothing but talk the whole day , i felt that it was worth it rather than doing something else .

Everything is fun as long as my angel is there with me . I love her . Anyways , her puzzle is still not done . Forever not done . Love HER !

Much Loves ..

2007-03-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Went to vivocity to watch music and lyrics at gold class with my angel today . The show was not bad , quite good lyrics and singing . But i bet my angel had the most fun at the build your bear shop . It is a shop whereby they sell bears and you have to stuff and dress them your own self . After that , you will be even given a birth certificate of the bear and putting a heart into the bear .

My angel was really thoughtful today , and every other day , she came up with the suggestion of buying one for my parents . That was really sweet and nice of her . So we choose the lamb because my parents adore them . We dressed the lamb in a tinker bell outfit , really cute . Anyways , my parents really got a shock of their life , they really loved it very much . My mum even wanted to give angel a hug . LOL .

I had lots of fun today with my angel , and to me , everyday would be fun as long as if im with her . I hope she did too .

I love her . Her puzzle still lies in my bedroom undone .

Much Loves ..

2007-03-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

I have to make a confession ... I love my angel .

Sorry to be so mushy ,, i just cant help it , it is just irresistable . I love her .

Anyways , ive been with her almost every other day , and it is always fun to be with her . Do i know the meaning of feeling loved . I would say yes . I finally understood that meaning . Its something which cant really be described but rather i has to be felt .

Yesterday , i went cafe del mar with my angel and wenchun . The place is really great and sleek . We didnt stay long but it was all fun . Because she was there . I dunnoe why sometimes i would just stare at her , not saying anything , but just telling her that i love her wholeheartedly . She just looks amazingly pretty at every single angle . Never ugly , even without makeup , she still looks great .

I just want to make her happy , always and forever . Letting her know that i am the best for her and let her feel like the best . That is my purpose i guess .

Anyways . when she sees this post , im sure she will say " so mushy " . But doesnt matter to me , cause i would just like to let her know that i love her very much .

Much Loves .

2007-03-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Met my angel today in the afternoon , she told me to prepare early and yes , i did everything which she asked me to do , and i reached the eating area earlier than her , For ONCE !

Im glad actually , cause its like an acomplishment . Well anyways , it was really great to meet her cause the first thing i got from her was a big big hug . : ) Than , we went to eat , and she kept complaining about the tom yam soup , " eee .. pui pui ... whats this ... i didnt pay to drink this " , than call the waittress and nagged at her to change the soup to more sour .

Than , we went back to my place and watch "little miss sunshine" , not what i expected actually . The show was like a series of misfortunes which happened on the way to the little girls beauty peagent . Quite a nice and touching show actually , but the best thing was that i had my angel beside me . That was enough .

After that , in the night , i had to go out to sell my jeans . MONEY MONEY ! Before that , when we left the house , she kept on screaming , " rape , rape " , cause i was smacking her ass. well .. ha .. ha .. ha .. too bad for her .. shout all she want .. haha

Than , we bought the fhm magazine to see her bestest friend , charis , which she googled on while eating her fries at mac . Anyways , i had a really great time with my angel today and every other day . She makes my day much better .

Turtle ...

Much Loves ..

2007-03-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 12plus in the morning , i saw a message from my angel , " I'm awake are you" ...

That always cheers me up , cause she is always the first thing i wake up to each morning , to read a message from her . I guess im the pig here , always waking up so late . Thanks to angel for being my special alarm clock :)

Anyways , i met my angel in the afternoon , she seems espacially happy today , guess is because its her favourite teachers birthday and she is going to her old school to celebrate it . So yea , we drove down to holland village to get balloons for her teacher . Actually she gets balloons on every other event , it may be a birthday , on new year , there is always balloons , I guess its her way of being happy cause balloons always make her happy . It wasnt suprising that she got herself a carebear balloon , its her favourite cartoon . I thought it looks really nice . I bought some gummies there which tasted like crap , and i spent like 2 bucks on it . what a waste ....

After that , we drove down to serene centre and bought a cake there . The funny thing is that i used to live at that area before for like 5 years and ive never seen that cake shop in my life .. Maybe its because it doesnt look like one , what kinda cake shop doesnt display its cakes in the shop itself . How would people know its even a cake shop ? Anyways , my angel seems happy , which makes me happy too . I spent like around an hour with her , it may be short , but i guess i really enjoyed her company .

Around 3 , she has to rush off . With all the balloons and cakes with her , i bet she was gonna give her teacher a good suprise . She has always been the most thoughtful one . Anyways , the time spent maybe short , but at least i was awarded with a hug . That made my day , and angel is a white sands now , having supper and catching up with old times with her teacher and old friends and classmates . I love her to bits ..

Much Loves ...
Angel..

This love i give you ..

2007-03-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

Since the first day i met you , i never regretted it in my life . In fact , it was the greatest moment of my life . Life is full of obstacles , i agree totally . But only through obstacles , would it lead to great success . Well , i was paid off really well . I still remember clearly in my mind , the first day , that first kiss , that first hug . It was unforgettable , as if a stamp in my head . That first kiss was like a vow to you , or would i say us . That first kiss told me everything about you is there to know . I knew you were pure , i felt your love , so strong , so innocent . I know i could not be wrong about anything , i knew you were the one and yes i wasnt wrong . I was right . My dear angel , my love for you is indescribable , it had never changed not one bit . Instead , stronger and stronger each and every day .

This promises i keep to you , ill never break them if it costs me my life . You are one , you are that , you are EVERYTHING .. I love you angel ..

/im sorry too

good night my love ...

;your one ..

2007-03-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

we were strangers, starting out on a journey
never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
at the beginning with you

no one told me i was going to find you
unexpected, what you did to my heart
when i lost hope, you were there to remind me
this is the start

& life is a road i wanna keep going
love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
life is a road, now & forever, wonderful journyey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing
at the beginning with you.

/im sorry

2007-03-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

to lawrence ho (the bitch) : i love you.
even if you're some flirty ass.
i guess, i still do
okay; i still do love you.
im going to bed.
i changed the stuff.
i wonder if you actually know about it.

good night.

My dearest Angel ..

2007-03-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

Angel dearest ,

Please tell me what to do without you in my life .. You are everything to me , every dream that come true .. U made my bronze heart gold . U gave me a life and filled it up with love . Only when im with you , everything starts to become perfect and flawless. There’s no way, which i am able to find someone better than you or even on pile with you. Your love, your sincerity, your touch, your everything; there’s nothing i could ask from you. I just got so much to learn from you , ive got so much to improve on so that i could give you the best .

Angel , im sorry to make you cry , im sorry to make you angry and im sorry to make u feel sad . I never want this to happen again . I have learnt to change , for myself and for you , because you are the most important thing to me . You know , most of the time , i keep dreaming of you and things that i wanna do for you . I cant seem to get you out of my head . That is why , when you turn back and look for me , i will be right beside you , behind you , in front of you , there to hold you , there for you , there to fend u away from the dark , there to be your light , im your guardian angel and i will follow you whereever you go .

Im hypnotised by your love angel ...

I realise you love , i feel your love , its just so much that it is indescribable . always felt I’ve lived in darkness and you’re like the light. You can have my word that I’ll never leave you. Angel, I just wanna assure you my love for you. There’s no other and never will be. Everyday, I believe your love is strong. I believe your love for me is overwhelming. Angel , my heart is yours , its a gift from me , keep it safe and it will stay till forevermore . This gift is my heart , my soul , my love , my everything .

Everyday, I want you to know how much I feel for you. My love for you, would never die.

I love you my precious angel .

I'll never break your heart again . I will never break my promises .

LAWRENCE LOVES BEATRICE VERY MUCH AND DEARLY .. FOREVER AND EVER !!

much loves ,
Lawrence ,
Your Angel

much loves ;